Sorry…..

I
Why is sorry the hardest thing to say?
Don’t know why it is so?
I am trying to say sorry here…
Don’t judge me before I even begin to say….
Hear me out just this once…
I know you are angry.... and justly so….
I have made mistakes … I know….

II
You have been my wings when I needed to fly,
And yet I left you behind when I wanted to soar
I am sorry for that….
You were the wind in my sail,
And yet I left you in the stormy sea
I am sorry for that….
You have been my strength when I was weak,
And yet I looked the other way when you needed me
I am sorry for that…
You have been my solace when I was down,
And yet I left you alone when it was my turn
I am sorry for that…
For thoughts that have hurt you inside
For words that have cut you deep
For actions that have made you bleed
I am sorry for all of that…

But most of all
I am sorry
For having to let you go….